Christianity: A Fairy Tale for Adults?

December 30, 2010 § 2 Comments

I will be downright honest: My faith in J.C. has declined over time. When I was young, I totally believed in God and that when I asked his son, Jesus Christ into my heart, I will spend the rest of eternity in Heaven when I die. My mental thinking was just far too young to think outside the box; more like outside the Bible. Every kids’ brain is like a sponge – you say anything and they’ll believe it instantaneously. I have gotten “saved” and baptized at the tender age of 7 oblivious to what all the church-goers threw into the small head of mine. All I knew was that when I get saved, I’ll go to Heaven, and that God/Jesus was this goody-good person/thing to assist you when you talk to yourself with hands clasped together.

The initial reaction that caused me to question the Holy Bible was just by listening to sermons and reading the scriptures. Aside from fantasizing about an imaginary “friend” helping you get an A on your exam, or somehow saving you from a car accident during travel, I looked deep into the Bible and just examined it. My skepticism of Christianity did not arise from speaking with those “damned to Hell Atheist” Christians like to call, but it actually arose from my personal discovery.

I questioned some people at church, which I wrongly assumed were knowledgeable, and asked if there was life in other galaxies. All I got from them was to read the book of Genesis, which talks mostly of the formation of planet Earth, so I guess Earth out of the entire universe is the only place with life.

Our sun is one of 100 billion stars in our galaxy. Our galaxy is one of billions of galaxies populating the universe. It would be the height of presumption to think that we are the only living things in that enormous immensity. — Werner von Braun

Another question I asked was, “If God has a plan for everyone, would it be His fault if people don’t believe in Him and eventually go to Hell? I have received a multitude of varying answers to my complex question. My youth group teacher was unable to answer.

I have come to realize that the Bible has many missing pieces. Yes, maybe it speaks truth, but what about the Qu’ran, the Book of Mormon, and Hebrew Bible? Oh, wait…wasn’t Jesus a Jew? So, According to the Holy Bible, if I was a Jew, I’ll be damned to Hell, but Jesus died on the cross to save the people from eternal damnation, which then created Christianity. If God was a good God, then maybe he wouldn’t make it so confusing for people to believe. It was is plan, wasn’t it? I have many other logical pinpoints to bash the Holy Bible, but if I do, this blog would be filled with redundant facts all Atheists stand by.

I honestly do not know the last time I went to church. The only good thing I get out of it is the positive environment. Despite the thought of God/Jesus, or whatever you call him, the Bible really does have some motivational stories we can apply to our own lives. The writers of such a fictional book were incredibly creative.

And since I have committed some form of blasphemy, I’m eternally damned to Hell. If I spontaneously decided to turn my heads back to Christianity, God wouldn’t allow me to Heaven since blasphemy is an unforgivable sin. Don’t believe me? Check the facts in Mark 3:29. Anyway, I think I’d rather go to Hell since all anyone would be doing in Heaven is worshiping and serving God. Now that sound like paradise, doesn’t it?


§ 2 Responses to Christianity: A Fairy Tale for Adults?

  • Blessing Akinleyimu says:

    Hi Kiki,
    you seem to have made up your mind about what you believe in, so i won’t argue with you because i’m definitely not an expert in those things. I pray that you will come to understand the doctrines of the Bible though. I believe God always has a way to bring us back. I’ve gone astray many times too but yet i still find myself back in the race. Anyways to clarify your statement on Mark.3:29. Jesus was referring to those who were blaspheming against the HOLY SPIRIT. the previous verse explained that all sins are forgiven, including blasphemy! then verse 30 went on and said Jesus only said this because people were saying he had an evil spirit. just clarification. 🙂
    Don’t have the mentality that you are damned to hell
    love ya!!

    • kikikho says:

      Thanks, Blessing! I’m glad you weren’t like the ones attacking me with this blog. I had like 4 other comments on this post which went unapproved by me because they thought I was no longer “a child of God” of that sort.

      I do in fact go to church every so often with my family, despite the fact that I don’t really believe in Jesus anymore. I know the bible has a lot of good messages in it. From attending church in general, I’ve learned a lot of things. One doesn’t always have to apply it to Christianity all the time – it can be applied to living a better life.

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